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Friday, June 30, 2006

When I am going to die !!!

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Ithu kathayin aarambam alla ...

"Ditto" endraen ...

Coffee vanthathu ...Cappucino`vil sukku coffee vaadai gama gamathathu. Sarkarai villaihalai athil pottu paruhiyapadiyae avalai nottam vittu kondu irunthaen ...

"Okie...naan straight`aa visayathuku varen. Ungala naan main`aa paakanum sonnathuku oru kaaranam irukku...konjam suyanalamaana kaaranam"

"First unga pera sollunga ..."

"name ellam mukiyam illa ...ippo athu thevayum illa ...thirumba thirumba athayae kettukittu...unga naadahangal ellam naan romba virumbi paapaen. appovae theriyum ennoda prechanai`ya theerthu veikurathuku ungalaala mattum thaan mudiyum`nu"

"prechanayaa? athu enakae oru prechanai .."

"Ippo naan thiruvanmiyur`il L2/800 veetuku poren, enna anga meet pannuveengala ..."

"Yaen thevai illama? naanum unga koodayae varen ..."

"Athu mudiyaathu, bcoz neenga enaku oru help pannitu athoda solution`oda thaan enna paaka varanum ..."

"sollu ..."

"Oru silarukku eppovum munaadiyae nadantha oru visayam thirumba thirumba vaazhkaila nadakura maathiri irukum. Enga anna'vukum antha prechanai irunthathu...konja naal munaadi avar kaanaama poitaaru"

"Naan thedi kandu pidikanumaa, naan artist ...detective illa ..."

"Illa illa ...ungaloda use vera maathiri ...itha paarunga konjam"

Aval handbag-il irunthu sila pala paper-halai eduthu potaal, athanayum aval bag'nul Cuticura powder veithu irukiraal endru appatamaaha alariyathu.

"ithellam enga anna ezhuthinathu ...ithula thaan avan enga irukaanu kandu pidikurathuku answer irukuthaam... ithula avan solli irupathu ellam mudivu illamal thirumba thirumba varuhirathaam...atha mudichu vechutu newspaper`la oru ad kodu...naanae vanthuduren`nu ezhuthi vechuttu poitaan ..."

"..."

"neenga thaan karpanai vaathi aachae so neengalae ithuku oru nalla mudivu ezhuthittu enna vanthu paarunga. Naan ungalukaaha kaathukittu irupaen ..."

Aval koduthu sendra kaahithangalai methuvaaha eduthu padika thuvanginaen ...aarambamae asathalaaha irunthathu ...

"Thayavu senju ithuku mela itha padikaatheenga ...Oru vidupada mudiyaatha kaala chakarathula maatikittu naan mulikurathae pothum, please ithoda niruthikonga ...illa paravala ...naanum maatikuren appadinu thonuchunaa ok ...vaanga ennoda vaazhkai payanathuku ...

Naan oru saraasari youth roaming around Chennai city ...vaazhkai romba nalla poikitae irunthathu ...no hassles... just oru naal enaku vantha antha oru letter ennoda vaazhkayae poratti pottuduchu ...

Hi Sweetheart,
Ungala naan romba naala watch pannikittu irukaen...enga veetu jannal valiyaa. I just love to watch you ...and I think I am in ... :-)

Ungaluku naan sonnathu pidichu irunthaal, sammatham irunthaal naalaiku 5.30 ku thiruvanmiyur RTO bus stop`la enna meet pannunga. I will be wearing a pink saree. oru roja`va vechukittu irupaen.
Ippadiku,
XXX

Naan appadiyae antharathil mithanthu ponaen ...ullukul ennamo seithathu...namma maathiri sumaar`aana oru aaluku kooda ippadi oru athirstam kidakumaa? great ...kandippa naalaiku poi paakanum ...

Adutha naal 4.30 mani muthal RTO bus stop`il wait panni kondu irunthaen, avalai innum kaanom ...eii manamae ..aval 5.30 ku thaan varuvathaaka sonna ...yaen ippadi parakura ...adanguda ...naan enakae ippadi penaathi kondaen... anaithu pengalum innaiku ennai verupetha vendum endru pink saree kattikondu nadamaadi kondu irunthaarhal. verupaaha vanthathu.

Pengal ethanai vagai, avarhalin taste enna endru oru siriya Kamasutra eluthum alavukku naan intha oru ondrai mani nerathil muneri vitaen...aanal aval innum vantha paadillai ...

En pakkathil thideer endru Hero Honda Shine`il oru azhagaana college yuvan vanthu nindraan.
"Sir inga oru pink saree pottukittu roja vechukittu oru ponnu vanthaala ..."

Enaku baheer endrathu...namakku villain`aa ivan? Illai veru ethavathu ...endru naan ninaithu kondu irukum bothae aval vanthaal ...pink saree`il...en devathai ...yeppa ..enna oru azhagu ...Woww ..

naan jollu vittu kondu irukom bothae antha villain avalidam poi etho sonnaan ...avalum sirithu sirithu avanudan etho pesinaal. pinbu aval avanin bike pinnadi eeri utkaanthu kondu paranthu ponaal ...

Chei ..ivlo keel tharamaana oru ponnukaahava ivlo neram naan waste seithaen ...karmam karmam ...veetirku sendru bed'il appadiyae saainthaen.

Adutha naal avalidam irunthu melum oru letter...

Hi Sweetheart,
I am really sorry ...netru naan konjam late`aa vanthaen... further ennoda thambi anga irunthaan ...I dont want him to know about our ...

So I went with him ...neenga en mela romba kovama irupeenga`nu ninaikuren ...so I am sorry again ...vara Saturday annaiku Sathyam`la First show ku meet seivom ...details below

show timing: 6.30
theatre: studio-5
seat no: H-8, H-9

Online la book panni irukaen, neenga thaan collect pannikuveenga`num solli irukaen... so just collect the tickets and will meet you there ...
P.S: Kootam athigam illatha padam

Naan meendum mela paraka aarambithaen ...che ...en devathaiyai evlo keeltharamaaha edai pottu vitaen ...avakitta athukaaha naan thaan mannipu kekanum.

Sanikilamai theatre`ku poi ticket vaangi wait seithaen aval varavillai... Ticket checker`idam sollivittu theatre`il poi utkaanthaen ...padam aarambithathu ...enakuthaan athai paarka manamillamal thavithu kondu irunthaen ...mani 7.00 ..aval innum varavillai ..."Dei unaku venumda ..oru thadavai yaemaantha ..ippo marubadiyum ...unaku vekkamae kidayaathu ...olinju po ..." endrathu manam ...

padathirku paathiyil yaaro en pakkathil vanthu amarthathu pol irunthathu ...kandipaaha aval kidayaathu ...thirumbi paaka poren ...oru kilavi vanthu iruka poguthu ...endru ninaithu kondae thirumbinaal...antha screen velichathil aval therinthaal ...appadiyae aval madimel sokki vila vendum pol irunthathu avalin azhagu ...

"Hi first naan sorry sollikuren ...late aanathuku ...naan unga kitta onnu sollanum ...athuku munaadi ...naanaa ungala letter ellam pottu vara vechathuku ennapathi cheap aa judge senjudatheenga ...naan uyarthara kudumbala irunthu vantha ponnu thaan ..."

Ippadi oru azhagu pathumai kitta irupathu enaku ennamo seithathu ...unnaa viratham irunthavanukku muthalil juice koduka vendum ...ippadi Saravana Bhavan special meals koodathu ...

"ungaluku kalyaanam aaiduchaa?"

"Illai ..."

"Neenga amateur drama artist thaana ..."

"aamaa ..."

"enna ungaluku pidichu irukaa..."

"romba ...konjam neraya mm pottuko ..."

"seri ...appuram ..."

"athuku munaadi enaku sila visayam therinju aaganum ...ungalapathi.."

"unna ..."

"seri unna pathi ..."

"enna theriyanum ..."

"nee yaaru ...? un per enna? eppadi enna theriyum ..."

"athellam ippo thevaiyaa? seri velila poi engayaavathu pesalama? enaku inga bore adikuthu ..."

iruvarum senthu ondraai coffee day ponom ...

"Enaku oru Cappucino with Chocalate cake ...ungalukku ...?"

(kathayai marubadiyum muthalil irunthu padikavum)



Disclaimer: Intha kathaiyin karu Sujatha`vim "Vinnyana sirikathai" thogupil irunthu vanthathu ...Matrum intha kathaiyil varum peyarhal, sambavangal anaithum karpanayae ...

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Enaku Parakanum

This story came back long long ago in Kumudham ...and I liked that very much ...


Dhanajeyan`ku thaan eppadiyum ashta mahaa sithihal ellam kidaika pera vendum endru oru aaval, mukiyamaaha parakum sakthi ...Mutrum therintha munivarhal yaarum avanukku solli thara munvara villai ...

Paravai pol paranthaal enna vellam kidaika peralaam endru avanukku eppothum aaval ...Yaarukum theriyaamal kadaikum pugunthu porutkalai thirudi yaarum pidikum munnar paranthu vidalaam ...Pengal aatroram kulikum bothu mel irunthu avarhaluku theriyaamal paakalaam ...entha oorukum nadanthu sella thevai illai, paranthae sellalaam ...Raja pol vaazhalaam ...ippadi ninaithu ninaithu intha aasai avanai melum theviram adaya seithathu ...

Thaanae kadavulidam neridaiyaaha ketpathaaha mudivu seithaan ...Miha kadumayaana thavam irunthaan ...malai uchiyil vetrudambudan otrai kaalil nindru manathai oru nilai paduthi Sivaperumaanai mattum ninaithu thavam irunthaan ...Avan thavathil mahimayaal melogathil veppam analaaha veesiyathu ...Devargal yaaraalum thaanga mudiyavillai, anaivarum Siva`nidam oodinarhal ...Sivan avarhalin kurai`yai kettu avarhalai amaithiyaaha pogum padiyum, intha prechanai avarae sumoohamaai theerthu kolvathaahavum vaakalithaar ...


Dhanajeyan mun Siva perumaan thondrinaar ..."Bhaktha, un dhavathirku mechinom ...enna varam vendum kel..."

Dhanajeyan satrum yosikaamal ketaan .."Enaku parakanum ..."

"Thanthaen..." endru koori Sivan marainthaar ...

Dhananjeyanin udal ilaithathu, endrum illamal avan udal mihavum ilaithu ponathu ...pasi vanthu vaati vathaithathu...appadiyae tharaiyil saainthu vilunthu katharinaan ..."ayyo ..pasikuthae ...ayyo amma pasikuthae ..."

Vazhiyil avanai kadanthu sendra oruvan avanai paathu koorinaan ... "Dei ...yaenda ippadi parakura ..konjam poru ..."

Kadavul yaemaatri vittathu avanuku purinthathu ...!!!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

ESP


"Dei payya, ennada avasaram ...gunda... ooruku poyae aahanum`nu adam pudikuriyae ...ennoda iru da " ... Isai chellamaai thitinaal ...

Isai ...aatha naan 10th pass aaitaen`nu sollum alavuku oru siriya uruvam ...oru asapil cine actress Bhavana pol... Kannil eppothum oru kadhal ...intha Karthik`kaaha ..

"Oii ...loosu ...train station`ku vanthathuku appuram enna kuzhapam unaku ...athukulla un mugam evlo siruthu poiduchu paaren... just oru 10 days thaana ... tho ippadeengarathukulla poidum, appuram yaenda ivlo seekiram vanthu enna ivlo thontharavu seiyura`nu neeyae feel seiva ...ingae ippo chamathaa oru 143 sollu vali anupi vei paapom ..." ...Karthik avalai samaathanam seithaan ...

Karthik - maaniram, average indian male height, MCA padithu kondu US'il settle aaga thudikum oru saraasari Indian... konjam sumaar thaan ...aanaal kannil eppothum oru kurumbu kopalithukondae irukum ...vaalkai'yil ethayumae serious`aa eduthukollatha party ...bayangara flirt

"I love you da porukki ..."

"I luv u too da chellam ...paapomaa ...ta taa ..."

Train methuvaaha kilambiyathu ...avanukul etho oru kural kooriyathu - "Dei ...inimale ivala maatum illa, vera yaarayumae nee paaka maata maamu.."

Avanin compartment`ku innum yaarum vara villai ...Konja neram Paul Coelho vin Alchemist puratti paathuvittu (itha padi padi`nu yaen enna iva torture senjaa ...oru _________`um illa ithula ...) appadiyae urangi ponaan ... aduthu oru station vanthathu ...keelae irangi sooda oru coffee saapituvittu irukum bothu ...oru azhagana penn eerinaal, kayil oru petti ...

"Hi, I'm Anu ...neengalum Salem poreengala ...innum intha compartment`ku yaarum varalyaa? Oh no... naa konjam sportive... takkunu ottikuven ... thappa eduthukaatheenga ..."

"No probs ..."

Anu - paarpavarhalai alli kondu pogum azhagu...konjam Padmapriya, neraya Asin ...

avanukku pakkathil vanthu utkaanthaal ...avanuku ullukul ennamo seithathu ..

"Naan inga thaan ...Vellore Engineering college`la B.E senjukittu irukaen ...padikurathula sema chutty naan ...ippo Salem`ku oru bayangara important velaya poren ...Thirumbi varumbothu thaan enaku prechanai iruku ..."

"Enna problem ...?"

"atha vidunga ...ippo athu thevai illa ...ungala pathi konjam sollunga ..."

"Enna pathi solrathuku onnum illenga ...En peru ESP Karthik ...ooru Salem thaan ...appa amma ellorum angathaan ...oru thangachi ..angayae 11th pannikittu irukaa ...naa ippo inga Anna University`la MCA senjukittu irukaen ...final year ...oorula enga ammavoda sister`ku etho health problem`aam ...so paathutu varalaam`nu poittu irukaen ...this is my biography so far... but somewhere you look so familiar ... ungala engayo paatha maathiriyae irukku ... Have we met somewhere ...?"

"Enakum kooda appadithaan... I came to Anna University for some technical symposium, may be anga enna neenga anga paathu irunthu irukalaam ..."

"Ohh might be ...naan symposium visayathula bayangara active ...onnu kooda vida maaten ...ellathaluyum volunteer ...naan illama anga oru anu'vum asayaathu ..."

"Enna?"

"Ohh ...no no ...naan sonna anu is atom ...ungala illa ...thappa eduthukaatheenga ..."

"Seri seri ...mannichu vittutaen ...but munaadiyae kekanum`nu irunthaen ...athenna ungaluku 3 initial E...S...P?"

"Ayyo ...enga appa peru Rajan thaanga ...initial `nu paatha just R mattum thaan ...ESP Karthik appadeengarathu ennoda friends enaku vecha nick name ...ESP stands for Extra Sensory Perception ...kitta thatta deja vu maathiri ...enaku pinnaadi nadaka porathu ellam konjam munaadiyae theriyum, neraya time athu maathiri aagi irukku ...so pasanga ellam senthu ippadi koopida aarambichaanga ...ellorum solla solla enakum intha name tak`nu vaaila vanthudum ..."

"Mmm... quiet interesting ...I never heard about ESP things ...but athu maathiri onnu iruku`nu kelvi pattu irukaen ...name ellam theriyaathu ...anyway good to hear about that ...ippo unga ESP power enna solluthu ..."

"Neenga ivlo velipadayaa pesinaalum, etho periya kashtam ungalukulla irukku ...etho prechanai`la maatikittu irukeenga, mugathula oru tension theriyuthu ..."

"Wowww... unga ESP sema pissthunga ...correct`aa kandu pidikuthu ...unbelievable ...unmaya sollunga enga veetula irunthu ungala spy panrathuku anupi vechu irukaangala ...;-) "

"ithuku ESP ellam thevai illenga ...unga mugamae solluthae ..."

ivarhal pechuku naduvil sila station vanthu poi avarhal compartment`ku melum silar vanthu irunthaarhal ...

station adutha stop`ku vanthu sernthathu ...oru 10 per gumbalaaha antha compartment`kul eerinaarhal ...

Neraaha Karthik`in compartment`ku vanthaarhal ..

"Deii ...namma Anu inga irukaada ...ellorum vaangada ...thookungada ivala ..."

Melum neraya aatkal vanthu sera ...avalai appadiyae thookinaarhal ...

"Nooooo ...chithappa ...enna vidunga ...naan Suresh`oda poi vaazhanum ...enna vidunga ...naan nalla vaalarathu pidikulayaa ungaluku?"

"Eii ...nee entha picha kaarana venumnaalum kattiko ...aana avan namma jaathiyaa irukanum ...kedu ketta vera jaathi payan kooda oodi poga irunthiyae ...unna ellam ... veetuku poi kavanichukuren ... yaar ivanthaan antha vera jaathi naai suresh`aa? Mavanae sethada innaiku ..."

Chithappa avar pinnadi olithu veithu iruntha arivaal pala palathathu ...Anu ethuvum pesuvatharkul Chithappa arivaalai kaiyil eduthu Karthik`in kaluthil orae vettu ...

"Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .... " ... Karthik thidukittu muzhithaan ...Alchemist avan melayae paduthu irunthathu... orae maathiri paduthu irunthathaal kaluthil vali ...athuvum Anu'vin chithappa vettina athae idathil ...

Etho oru station`nil vandi nindru kondu irunthathu ...Avasara avasaramaaha keelae irangi poi mugal kaluvi avan seat`ku vanthu utkaanthu avanai aasuvaasapaduthinaan ...

"Chai chai chai chai ..."

"Onnu kodupaa ..."

"Moonu roova sir ...."

appothu oru azhagana penn eerinaal, kayil oru petti ...

"Hi, I'm Anu ...neengalum Salem poreengala ...innum intha compartment`ku yaarum varalyaa? Oh no... naa konjam sportive... takkunu ottikuven ...thappa eduthukaatheenga ..."

Monday, March 06, 2006

Do you love me?

This is in reference to a post posted by my college buddy Meera and Anapra

Everyone falls in love. I am DEFINITELY no exception. My crushes start from my UKG (yes, believe it !!!) and it requires a seperate post ...lets c that later :-)

Actually in the posts I could see their point of concern is whether Frienship can be turned into love, if not at least the frienship can be continued for heaven sake. Very simple question :-)

In one of the comments to her post, the maturity of the person who proposed has been brought into view and it really got my attention.

I know a true story :-) One guy proposed to a girl and unfortunately for him the girl is already committed to someone, but he never wants to quit with it. He is not matured but she is. She did her best to bring back the blossom from his dumb head and still now they are in very good terms. I am very much proud about him and now he is very much matured than her :-)

Lemme talk from a guy's perspective. He will love a girl for 2 reasons. Either she is tooo beautiful (character doesn't matter for him) or she is too good to miss in his life. My concern always is in the latter. If you could possibly be able to deduce it from him by having a undiverted mind, definitely any girl can win over any guy in reciprocating (for the meaning of reciprocating refer to meera's blog :-)...). I have seen some girls who first develop a conception about the guy the moment he proposed CAD about the friendship that they had b4 and never wants to get away with that thought. Then how on earth that she could possibly be able to console him out, at least for their frienship sake. She can't always expect the guy to be matured and they wont be most of the time :-) It'll take a bit of time and obviously both can do it. The only thing is they should believe themselves and him, of course.

First thing they shudn't be afraid to approach him (ayyo avan varaandi ...Naa poren). I wud say for guys the moment they try doing this, they r just aggravating his animal. Just sit and think from his shoes, how would u react, if a girl gives her cold shoulder like that. If you are such a good friend to him, definitely he will be able to understand. All it needs is some days of self-interrogation and some days of personal chatting. Both of them can take their life happily after that. By self interrogation I mean without any prejudices ...that of course requires a bit of maturity which every normal human being possess I think.

Even after that if the guy is still adamant... and if u think he is a such a poota case ...then leave it just like that. He wont be looking for you and it means only one thing, he is flesh eating (like some road side Romeo) He will obviously look for another. Forget about him.

Look in thie entire post I have considered a proposal between a guy and a girl who are such a good friends ...U shudn't be considering otherwise ... :-)

I have given my views from a guy's perspective, dunno how it affects from a girl's perspective. Waiting for girl's comments especially :-)

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

My Niece




She is my niece. Her name is Harini. My sister and uncle named her with the name whose actual meaning is a deer ...of course she looks like that...

Her hobbies are her new aBaCUS course, fighting with me and watching her favorite cartoons ...Isn't she beautiful? :-)

Fundoooooooooo girl, so far she earned some 4 medals in her LKG .. !!!! (How come she become MY niece????)

Monday, February 27, 2006

Time and memory

Of course movies that has the time and memory concepts blended with its story and screenplay always fascinates me to the core. Mostly time does the trick on most of them and memory follows it in someways. When I try to visualize the way the director tries to tell, it just simply blews my mind out. How fascinating the the concept of time and memory goes...? Try it for urself ...

The inspiration for this post is a movie called "The Butterfly effect" which only has a flair of time and memory, but created a big impact. The baseline for this movie is from the concept of chaos theory - "The flutter of a butterfly wing will generate a typhoon in Phillipines or it might stop a typhoon which is about to be caused", without considering the literal meaning of it, what they are trying to say is nothing happens for chumma in the universe, every happening follows the cause-effect rule. Likewise in the movie a small boy has so many blackouts in his memory during his childhood under extreme stress and he records those events in his personal journal. During his college days when he reads thro those he revisits those spots and he the power to change the course of action in those memories which ultimately changes his way of life.

During my final year, my college buddy Ramasamy wrote in my slam book, a quote that he believes and he might have read it somewhere - "Time is actually moving backwards". He explained to me that whatever happens were actually happened, so no need to worry on that. This movie states the same things but in a different angle, it states that there are actually so many ways the FUTURE HAS HAPPENED and depending on ur present action that particular path will be decided. Pretty interesting...huh?

There are some scenes like the school drawing the boy do and picking the knife from the kitchen, which are clearly marvellous to visualize how things cud have happened, bcoz it is time related ...if u got a chance just have a look into the movie.

So this movie goes on with memory mostly and I got a chance to see the trilogy series of Back to the future (contradicting title, isn't it?) which practically dwells on time time time and nothing else. It is very comical keeping the concept of time in its background. In the first part he goes to 1955 (the current time is 1985, the year the movie got released) and changed the course of an action bcoz of which his mother fall in love with him !!! and he finally change it to his best and get back to 1985 and in the other two parts he goes to 2015 and changes a thing to save HIS SON and during that time a guy frm 2015 comes to 1955 and changes something, so those people from 2015 when they return to 1985 the timeline is totally screwed up, so they go back to 1955 to changes what that future man did ...but unfortunately after the change due to some problem with the time machine they go back to 1885 and finally they will arrive into 1985 solving out everything.... Oh man ...sound confusing??? and thats the power of having a time machine.

There is a paradox called Grandfather's paradox prevailing in the science industry, as to my concern it is based on time. To put it in simple words - "Using a time machine, if u travel back in time and accidently killed ur grandfather before he meets your grandmother, you wud have never been born and technically speaking a nobody cant travel back in time, which practically means that u havent killed your grandfather !!! " and it leads to a proposition called parallel universe. If you are interested refer to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grandfather_paradox.

Another book which got my attention on time is "Harry Potter and The Prisoner of the Azkaban" (of course I dont like the movie of it) and I dont want to explain on this since most of u cud have experienced the time turner :-)

When I think of memory the best movie that obviously fits into it is "Memento", the character of the hero in this movie is the inspiration for "Gazhini", but Ghazini doesn't portray the difficulty of a short term memory loss person, but Memento does using the valuable tool called Screenplay. The movie just goes backwards, first they will show the climax then the previous 10 minutes as the next 10 minutes and then the next and so on and so forth. In between those we have a linear path which takes NORMALLY and finally as a viewer u will surely experience the difficulty of a short term memory loss person, bcoz u wont be remembering the flow of it which just happened some 10 minutes before in the sequence and it makes u crazy :-) Another movie for memory movie experience is "The Beautiful Mind", it just shows the impact of your brain play in the screenplay just through emotional feelings and a remarkable one.